Monday, March 19, 2012

Bundle of emotions

Nervous/Scared/Excited/Anxious.... the list goes on. Wednesday seems so close but yet so far away. I'm ready to go and see the Reproductive Endocrinologist (RE) but I'm also so nervous. I feel this is going to be our answer finally. DH is a little nervous (at the thought of multiples) but honestly I really feel that whatever is meant to be, will be.

I would have never thought in a million years that it would take this long to become pregnant & stay pregnant. Seeing people popping up everywhere has plagued me for so long that it's become a normal thing for me to be a jealous person. I'm ready to be that person. I'm ready to have a child to love.

No matter how the appointment goes, I know that I will at least to a certain extent finally have some answers. And a plan to go with them. I will take all the luck I can get :)