The future

So my period is finally gone today and I think I'm starting to feel a little bit better about everything. With my husband starting back to school tomorrow to pursue his masters, me actively seeking a new job (with better pay and a happier environment) and bills (mostly medical) piling up... maybe we aren't meant to have children right now. I know that we both want them desperately and we are not going to give up but maybe my body needs a break. Maybe my whole life needs a break. I think right now it's worth it to just let life run it's own course. So hopefully this is the start of something wonderful. I'm going to continue to not try/not prevent and hope it works well ;)